Is it possible to crave food even after finishing your period? I don't know about you, but I don't eat like a fucking whale after I finish mine. But this week has been HORRIBLE. I'm seriously convinced that I'm pregnant cause it's not normal to be eating like this. I might be overreacting... haha I don't know, but I've been eating way over my limit. I can't restrict myself. I don't even doll myself up anymore! Sweats, over-sized tshirts, sandals, and sunglasses sum up the past few days. No make-up, no dressing up, no nothing. Being lazy rocks, but it kills. Even though I let myself go, I still managed my weight at 99.5 lbs. Only gained a pound, but that's only cause I finally realized how bloated I looked so I didn't eat past 3:30 pm today. Boyfriend should be coming home soon with dinner. Not looking forward to it. Planning on gulping down some tea with cigarettes and tell him I already ate. Hope this works. He's so stubborn! I hate it. Oh, and about uploading pictures of myself. I'll be doing that asap! As soon as my camera is fixed, i'll have it up :) Don't expect too much. I'm only 5'2'' so weighing in at 99.5 at this height isn't really thinspiring. HA really, I'm not lying!
Stay strong!
Love,Ana
Hey, just found your blog looks awesome so far! what the hell do you do around your boyfriend? I NEED to loose weight!! I'm not sure he would buy into the 'already ate' thing, does yours?
ReplyDeleteUgh I know i think im just going ot have to deal with the fact that he likes fat chicks hahaha... anyway i think from now on i just wont eat junk with him like i use to... I feel comfortable with the amount of food i eat atm but its not making any differnce! I guess I'll just have to be patient
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