I've never felt beautiful, not once, but ana helped me cope with that. I've been ana for about two years but it's been on and off. I was never really heavy until I hit high school. My weight always remained under 100 pounds, but once i started gaining weight, i ballooned up to 120. I'm only 5'2'' so being 120 made me look like a fckin whale, no kidding. Eventually, i got sick of being fat and ugly. I hated mirrors. I hated looking at myself. I just didn't like me. I've never felt so worthless. So, I found ana and dropped down to 90 pounds. My parents started noticing the rapid weight loss, so to avoid being forced into some bullshit psychiatrist/psychologist program I started putting on some weight.. little by little. But, being the fat pig i am, i lost control and went back to 120. I'm currently 105-107 and still struggling to get back to where i was. I know I can do it and so can anyone else. I hope I don't fall again. Comments are always welcome<3
Love, Ana
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I know that you can do it. You've done it before so you know how easy/difficult it is to become that perfect weight. I believe in you, but please be safe. <3
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