Oh goddddddddd. this medicine is totally destroying me, and it's literally unstoppable. i kid you not. i've been consuming all kinds of food all day and night. and when i say "all day and night", i LITERALLY mean it. Last night i came home around 2 in the morning and stayed up til 5 am. Why was i up so late? CAUSE I WAS TOO FUCKING BUSY DIGGING IN THE FRIDGE FOR FOOD. and yes, i did end up bingeing. i ate two and a half slices of pizza, chocolate ice cream, and a two bags of potato chips. what a beastly appetite... i'm soooooo attractive.... not. oh and to explain the title of this post........ that's what the guy i'm dating said to me when i told him how much i've been eating.
you know what, i'm desperate to lose weight. if i gotta do it the unhealthy way, ill do it. starving, drugs, whatever.. i did it before, and i can do it again. ill be back 10-15 pounds lighter. watch me.
i LOVE her! i LOVE her body! i can't believe i actually used to look like that.... i never realized til i started gaining all this weight. i can do this. i have to do this. i can't even fit into my jeans anymore...........
STARVE THE FUK ON & THINK THIN
Love,Ana
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